WHOOOO(: i've been such a GOOOOOOOOD girl 2day! i did maths tuition and found out some questions which my tuition teacher spotted for the prelim examinations..
woke up about 8.30am this morning,then got ready and went with hanwei to orchard to collect his soccer jersey..damn sexxy larh..its like bright orange and white(: then i went to watch soccer match at clementi woods secondary and tanglin secondary field.. clementi woods was where my cousin was playing at and tanglin was where hanwei was playing at.. because i sat under the sun for a chaox long time again, i got somemore sunburn..always like tt de larh..everytime watch soccer match then will get sunburn..left the match about 2pm and headed to tuition.. had maths tuition for 2 LONG LONG HOURS! my tuition teacher helped me spot questions tt will 90% come out for o levels and prelim examination(: now i got test papers from 3 different skuus to help me inprove my maths(: the hardest paper i have done so far is the raffles institute 2006 prelim paper =.= gosh! its freaking HARD!! but at least i feel tt my maths is inproving(: YAY!
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Saturday, August 04, 2007
im going to do my maths tuition homework soon after i blogg about what happened yesterday(: hahah..yesterday was a super long day luhx..
woke up super early coz kimberly was supposed to come my house to wait for service at 9.20am to start..in the end i reached skuu about 9am and sat with michelle and ralene until ralene left.. then we lined up and met jojo.. the service was super boring..so boring tt we played hangman while the people were giving their speech(: after service got choker from yishan then me and kimberly got a cab & went to IMM..bought some stuff and headed to my place..ate lunch and then played audition drill for a while(: reached back in skuu just in time for choir to start.. had so many times of dry-run.. didnt eat dinner because i was feeling down :( then changed into choir dress and then got ready to go on stage.. sang praise and worshipp first then the rest of the choir came in and we sang the lord of the harvest..kind of boring service..miss elaine lim talked super little this time but the guest of honour talked so much until it made me sleep.. sang the skuu song and hymn and finally got to go HOME! reached home about 10plus..and then bathed, did quiet time and slept(:
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Thursday, August 02, 2007
YO YO YO people!! HAHAH..i just finished dinner and im getting ready to CHIONG for EOY(: HAHAH! im going to change my life 180 degrees no matter how difficult it is and how long it takes..because im not going to live for YOU..but i shall live for God and MYSELF! hahahha..
havent blogged for a super long time and im feeling super happy 2day because of my feelinggs(: HAHA..no no..its not BOYFRIEND love GIRLFRIEND feelinggs..but the satisfaction of being a camp committee member & organizing and helping out during the four days three nights camp! the teachers are treating us to lunch on monday(: to thanks us for the JOB well done XD HAHAHA! took maths retest 2day after skuu and although i know im going to fAIL it all over again,im going to change and study super hard now(: that is living for MYSELF X)
had dumb dumb class photo taking 2day after skuu too and i didnt have anything to smile about so i just faked some dumb looking smile tt im shure looked super fake(: hahah! now im laughing and smiling from my <33>
oh yeah..the most PAI-SEI thing i did in my entire LIFE!! my entire 14 years of living on earth and the most embarassing thing was this.. on wednesday we had physics class and i was carrying lots and lots of stuff like my skuu bag, my choir dress, and my books..so i couldnt really see what was infront of me..then i stepped RIGHT INTO the dustbin and walked out with it..and it got stuck so i needed jojo to help me carry my books and get my stupid foot out of it..HAHAH..now terrence has something new to laugh at me for(: hahah! PAI-SEI-ED!
im in the worshipp team for tmr's commendation service and i hope the choir doesnt screw it up..because we are praising GOD! hahah(: JYJY all X) we can make ppl in the crowd praise God with US!
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i wanna be with uu is a meaningful and expressive song(: its title is already describing HALF of me.. i wanna be with you but it wont happen because FATE does not allow it..maybe because we are totally different in character..or mebbie even totally the same in character thus not allowing us to be in a relationshipp..
i dunno whether it would be a good thing to force YOU out of my mind by occupying myself with homework or going out and shopping.. my cousin says that if it was meant to be forgotten,it would have been forgotten 2 months ago when we broke up..but its not..because u are still in my mind 24 hours of the day..even when im dreaming.. wonderful dreams is when we are together and i remember the happy times we were together.. nightmares are everything that is reality.. its tiring really,to keep on forcing myself to concentrate on my work when i know that uu are never 100% out of my mind..questions like "where is he now?" or "what is he doing?" run through my mind..but if u ever like HER,i would never blame you because it was my fault for why we are not 2gether :( im holding on tight but its time to let go..can i do it? i dont think so yeah? im so in <33>
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i didnt go to skuu 2day because felt super SICK in the morning..maybe due to lack of sleep the night b4(: HAHA! im blogging now because i havent blogged for almost ONE whole week(: so here's the update on what happened for the past few days!
23rdJULY'07
its a monday and i went to skuu feeling damn sleepy(: nothing funny or exciting happened during lesson time..but after skuu went for choir practice and we ended early(:
24thJULY'07
ralene didnt come to skuu today because she wasnt feeling well :( michelle,jojo and i played badminton during PE..played at parade square and made a fool of ourselves..michelle and me vs JOJO(: guess who picked up the shuttlecock the most? HAHAH..ralene came to skuu during recess..did chem practical and physics was boring..started new topic on LIGHT =.=
25thJULY'07
nothing much happened during skuu time..left skuu early and met my sister for lunch at clementi..we had KFC(: HAHA..then i went over to her place and we studied and played rounds and rounds of AUDI (: damn! she is PRO.
26thJULY'07
this is the worse day of the week for skuu days..we had some FREAKING DUMB orientering thing with the sec2s for national day..and we didnt get to choose who we wanted to be grouped with..WTH.. i am with 3 sec2 boys who totally dont care whether i exist or not. SCREW THEM LA.. im not paying $2.50 for some dumb thing which im planning on ponning..so yeah. thats my attitude.. went for physics retest and guess what..the paper was de same! freaking helll.. im going to fail AGAIN :( went for choir latee because of retest and went to take lunch with bolin..met michelle,hannah and jojo in de canteen(: didnt sing with the choir today because felt dizzy and felt like fainting..so i just sat at the back and listened to them screeech their way out of tune :) daddy picked me up and we came home..
convo between me and my dad(:
ME: hey dad(: thanks for picking me!
DAD: noprobs.. amber, lets have a deal ok?
ME: what deal?
DAD: if u stand on my side of buying a new 32 inch plasma tv, i'll get u any phone u want.
ME: are u serious?!?
DAD: we can even have a written agreement (:
ME: OK! then i shall tell mum that i support ur decision in buying a new tv(:
DAD: SET!
hahaha..so im going to get a new phone soon(: i want the sony erricson K800i~
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some photos that i did when i was feeling bored(: showing my feelings through art..
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i dont even know what im doing now X( im confused & feeling sad.. not even sleeping away my problems can solve this GIGANTIC problem tt i've gotten myself into.. and i dont know what i am going to say next.. a problem tt is going to be solved by me and me alone..
there are so many problems which add up to make ONE big problem.. i cant finish my homework in time, i am going to have to go for mdm lim's art remedial in which im going to tio meh..and im going to fail all the test tt i took last week & this week.. i cant seem to remember tt our relationshipp is purely FRIENDSHIP..and i see uu everyday.its hard to forget.. stupid problems are getting me pissed off tt i just give up on my life completely and just live the next day hoping tt some miracle will just take all the problems away from me..a miracle such as DEATH.. i tell myself tt these problems are easy to solve and when i wake up the next morning everything will be FINE =) but its not happening..i wake up,and the problems are still there,waiting to be solved.
my friends are right..i am DUMB..im stupid and dumb to believe tht everything will be fine.. well,honestly.. its not going to be fine..
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IM HOMEEEE X) AHAHAH! actually,today got nothing REALLY exciting to BLOG abt..but since im bored & i dont wanna start on my HOMEWORK so i shall BLOG! WAHAHAHA..
STARTED the day with Miss Elaine Lim's NAGGING on how BAD our attire was then we headed for the start of our THREEEE hour art class =.= didnt do ANYTHING MUCH during art lesson..BUT! something FUNNY happened infront of me & JOJO =) IT WAS SUPER FUNNY! the third floor toilet was washing so me & jojo went to the 2nd level toilet =/ then we saw this huge bunch of sec5 guys in PE attire..then abel was like kind of BLUR i think because as i walked out of the GIRLS TOILET, he almost went inside =.= LUCKILY! his friend told him b4 he walked into the wrong toilet =/ if not he would be PAISEIDED =.= HAHAHA! me & jojo were like luffing like MAD PEOPLE LUH! WAHAHAH..then the rest of the day was quite boring..PLEASE! what do uu expect from FMSS? stayed back for FOUNDERS DAY PRAISE & WORSHIP practice =/ then took bus home wid XiYun and Angel =)
I MUST FINISH MY ART BY 2DAY OR I WILL GET SCREWEDDD BY ART TEACHER!
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